i m in a bad mood knowing that i am not a top f&n student i was shock i did't expected this i was like how can it be my life was meaningless as f&N was my sub dat i depend on last year and gave me a light last year as last year was my crisis year .now i m not the top f&n student is like.........studing f&n is meaningless being top for f&N last year gave me the motivation to study f&N last year i study damn hard that i memorise al the chapter and also gave me the motivation to tell people about health and being health conscious now i am not the top it really smash me i dun feel like saying abot health conscious and ...... it not that i m boosting though something i boast about i being f&n top student. i really mean it in a true way. being a top f&n student gave me lots of inspiration but now not a top has really upset me and had smash me though all the hard work i had but in for f&N .i think i need some soul seaching reflect y y y cant i get it need company ,advice and ppl to solve my problem wan to cry but i am strong so i wont cry hahaha i m goin to gym late on to swin still i am damn tire and also reflect argh my friend say my tis hairstyle suc ask me to cut the korean hairstyle mmmm will cut one but it will b'for the tryathlon cos i cut the curreny hairstyle for fun but it fail :( .haha i found i need confidience i think after saying these i am feeling better jus need to comfort myself and ....................................